It has been a day of mental preparation...

I have spent hours on the Internet today researching tips for training for my 1/2 marathon. The D-day is April 17th and I am constantly aware of this day approaching. I have looked at many training schedules and I found one that is perfect for my life. My cross trainings are Tuesday and Thursday and those are my Zumba days. I have mapped out routes for different goals, which is pretty easy when all the major roads around here are in 1 mile blocks. I just worry about running on the road but I guess I am going to have to get over that.

I found out little things I didn't know on the dozens of websites I have been looking through. One thing I never thought of is that I will need clothes to change into after the race. I didn't know about the energy drinks and energy bars they give you. I didn't know you got money if you win. I didn't know the top runners in the full marathon will qualify for the Boston Marathon. I recently found out that you have to grease yourself so you don't chaff. I also found you need a special diet so you don't poop your britches. Then there is that part of me that drives my family crazy, I have to pee every 5 minutes. I know these aren't pleasant situations to talk about but they are important.

All this info is overwhelming but I sure am glad I know ahead of time. I'm sure there is going to be things I wish I would have know when it is all done.

I have also learned some things about myself; I am very stubborn when I decide to do something. I also learned that I always need a challenge in my life or I get restless. I am also always trying to improve myself - this is a good and bad thing. Having goals is important to keep the mind, spirit and body young, but it needs to balance with being comfortable in your skin. The goals in our lives should be because we want adventure, not change who we are.

I never realized that this journey would change me. It could have been the Zumba tattoo I got yesterday too - lol. I never thought I would do it but I felt so comfortable with my decision. It is so me. I'm finally hitting that point that I do what I do for me. I feels good!